..PaiNfuLL meMoriEs..

2008-02-04T00:06:00.000-08:00

I never could`ve seen this far

I never could`ve seen this coming

It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah

Why is everything so hard

I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said

It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong

Until the day it all went wrong

I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah

I wish that I could bring you back

I wish that I could turn back time

Cuz I can`t let go I just can`t find my way, Yeah

Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now

I don`t know where I should go

I`m still here waiting for you

I`m lost when you`re not around

I need to hold on to you

I just can`t let you go

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two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,

like an assasin ... who does it for fun.

two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,

life gone away...i'm done.

two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one

the world i know disappears...like the setting sun.

2007-12-31T03:25:00.001-08:00

guess what people...tobi is madara! o__0 hows that even possible?? madara is like 100 years old isnt he. i cant wait to read chapter 384.. when i went to http://www.onemanga.com/ there was a naruto 384..i thought they was no new episode or chapter..but when i read it i knew for sure it was a fake!i hope im right caz' nothing much happened..it was like the 40-41 episode..the only thing that happened in that episode was a stupid staring contest between naruto and orichama!i guess i'll have to wait till january 10th! i started reading fairy tail and its awesome!>.<>.<' there is no new episodes for ugly betty or heroes because of chrismas and new year...
speaking of new year in about some some hours its gonna be NEXT YEARRRR!!XD this is was not how i imagined at all! wow it seemed like the year went in a zap[i dont know if this sentence makes any sense at all! my mind just stopped working >_< anywayz i wish you all VERYY HAPPY NEW YEARR :3 ITS ANOTHER YEAR GONE TO WASTE =p

p.s my new years resolution is to be less clumsy and stop hitting or bumping into places! and alsoo learn how to play guiter =D and maybe stop spending so many hours infront of the computer......on the other hand NAHH! it will be like commting suicide!! anywayz what your new year's resolution??

2007-12-12T00:59:00.000-08:00

i havnt posted anythin for a month or so! i cant say that i been busy caz frenqly[sp]im not. im not studying or anything. just something comes up when i try to update! i was going to write this dairy like way but im just too damn lazy!T_T
well...there was the prefect party, then the graduation than went to sarah's house because it was my last day in male' and my farewell party. after that i went to lanka!*grins!* i went in business class!!*grins even wider*soo i got to see the lounge..it was my first time traveling in business class and i had to say there werent any difference except the lounge and the food we get from the plane. anyways im in lanka now and im in the path of becoming a full ori >.> since im staying with my sis its fuun! i get to download anime and manga more faster and i dont get bored anymore! i guess its all for the best! like the saying goes what happens happens for a reason

2007-11-11T04:42:00.000-08:00

i've been watching death note for the last 2 days...with breaks ofcaz!! why you ask that i sacrifice my already broken eyes to get even more broken??well caz my parents told me that im going to LANKA FOREVEEEEEEEEERRRR!!. kk not forever..[its just a figure speech]i dont want to go...but i have to go! well im too lazy today to note down why i dont want to go! so heres my paper marks!

maths-98[booyaaah!!!]
islam-90 [good dho!]
english-75 [kiriyaa 'a' libunee]
s.s- 86.5 [i improved!]
g.s- 88 [i improved more than 50%!!^__^]
dhivehi- 66.5 [dont ask T_T]

i dont like maths but its my strongest subject..my weakest is dhivehi..damn..good thing i dont have to study dhivehi next year!^^ i think im going to get commanded...i didnt put much effort in studyin this time..but i got higher marks than i expected!which is yaaay! soo watcha ppls marks! plus i would like to ask a question.. who likes to study dhivehi??

2007-11-08T23:01:00.000-08:00

k so..this is how my LAME brain works..first i see somethings..than an i dea hits me than i bring forth the idea[wat a greaat choice of word! rolls eyes]than after its already *brought fourth*[tht makes no sense] i feel stupid caz better ideas cud be made by monkeys -_-

k so i didnt know how to start so that was my startin..[pretty gud one!yes??]k so you remember my previous post i dedicated a pic to friend...well here r the friend in RANDOM order ussop,ihu,mike,afra,muxaina,dhanish,salwa,sarah,lalu,luhu[ummma!!]shyma[mice!!]class 7d nd the lame brains out there!!if i didnt say ur name im sry im sumtimes very forgetfull[even the very unforgetful ppl]

speaking of unforgetful things it reminds me of graduation..yes it will be a very sad day indeed..that iss why im gonna take time out of by very o so busy schdule[sp!>.<] to write this umm essay i guess on my iskandhar life!
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there is an invisble line between school and the world. when you cross that line you and enter the mysterious world known as school. you might not know it at first but once you start growing up you'll realize it. im going to tell you what i remember and what i want to remember from my days in iskandhar school.

the first day at a new school. you'll expect someone to remember that day..but to tell you the truth i don't. i try really hard yet i cant see even a small blury image of that day. maybe caz' i was realli small but i do remember something from grade 1..it was a rainy day and i dont know which teacher [i think solih sir] was telling us a ghost story. i was listening realli close..that night i remember i was so scared that i coudnt sleep!

grade 2 was not like grade 1. i was a little grown up [jus a incy bit more than the previous year!=p] i was in 2a.
muxaina,sarah,nabil,ibthisham,the areoplane dude zayan and hayyan were the only children i can remember from 2a. ainthu miss was my teacher [she the best!!]i remember about an incident with a love letter[not mine] but im not gonna tell who's it was. when ainthu miss saw the note she went on saying that we all love each other and stuff like that! that was the one thing that i remember. plus in grade 2 i met my best friend..sarah!!

grade 3 was a confusing year. i really dont know how to explain. we had 2 teachers,[i forgot her name!>.<] she went to study abroad. the 2nd teacher was ireen miss[now ireen madam] she was a cool teacher. wen she was going to have a child the class was distributed. i went to 3e class. there i met meeza,salwa,afra[my best friends now..plus they r in the same class as me now]

grade 4 for me is a very exciting grade, as i was realli growing up. it was also the year i met many old and new friends. like afra,meeza,ihu,muxaina,bodu myza,maloosha,juman..and also i remember from the boys.. axman,nabil and akmal. we were the netbal AND football champions that year! we had a party to celebrate too. raheema miss was a our teacher. she was also one of the coolest teachers.the year i was in 4a was and will be an unforgettable year.

than came grade 5. i was in 5h that year. it was the year that i had my very first crush![lips sealed xp..btw not any one from class] it was also the last year of little maid. little maid was fun caz' i finished doing all the bagdes early and me and sarah, afra will go walking around the school durind little maid meetings.[looking for my crush!!xd]i have a vedio of i think golden brigde ceremony. we were dancing to asarehey song. i looked so stupid, i amost fell of the chair when i saw that vedio in my computer last week. it was the year i met manaal,eman,ina..i dont remember that many people. from boys i only remembered zillal,shahudhan.. i dont know why i cant remember the rest >.<..anywayz grade 5 was the last year that we were just kids..caz the next year were not kids we were preteens..

for me i changed when i come to grade 6. a lot of people did. for the better or for the worse. its something that you dont have any control over. i was not the shy girl who was too nervous to say anything. i became more of an extovent. i began to speak my mind. not every thought but more than before. i started to say bad thing [not very very bad!]i mean i dont say the words to people and make them feel bad! you know what mean! it was a year that i began to know things i didnt know before. to do things didnt do before. i remember the gang, maloosha,meeza,ihu and mifza. in class we used to take someones bag when they go to toilet when they come back theyll see their bag hanging on a nail infront of the classroom. we also used to take their books and distribute it to the class. it happened to me too! it was also i year that i started thinkinng more. i learned many lessons and i also learned what life is really about. when something go wrong i say to myslef that lifes not perfect..we just have to deal with it..after all its called life for a reason!

by now i know you guys will be bored but i hope that you guys will remember your days in iskandhar..bring back the memories that was left in the shadows for too long! for me it did. i cant believe how much i have grown..from the first day that i couldnt really remember to this day. believe it..i am actually writting the things that comes to my mind. meaning this time im not gonna hide.. im not gonna keep what i think in a little box inside my mind. in grade 7 i began to speak more and more..i spoke without thinking sometimes. in all my life i wanna to remember grade 7.. even when im 50 years old i want to remember the bahus practice,drama practice,cadet, to the day we broke the class circuit board and mesed with the wires that made the electricity go off in the 1st floor[i think], to the all the tests we had including exams!!the pizza parties and prefect working experience. the class misheps and little episodes.and ofcaz the magazine[XINE OF DE CLASS 7D!!!] each of these memories are ones that i want to cherish for ever. i guess all im trying to say is that ill miss iskandhar like homer misses his beer!! pretty good example!=p im not going to make you ppl bored to death. so i with this i say peace out!!!(>^^)>

p.s this post loong!! and also the peoples birthday that i missed..or forgot to wish HAPPY BELATED BDAY AND HAPPY ADVANCED B DAY!!XD
im goin...im goinn...anddddd im goneeee!!

2007-10-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

wat do we say wen we cut a place or well her new that makes you go OMG! well you might somethin bad but there are other slangs that we justr cant finsih the day without saying!

1/ anga
i hav a friend who says this alot...its sumtimes annoying!! iits like substitute for words ;like s**t etc..it naturally means mouth but you get the point dont you! mostly said when you hear news like that girl is going out with that boy![i know i know!!]

2/bandu
you must be thinking.. what withs the body parts..well honestly i dunno.its practically the same thing as anga ..but we add a little more things to it like bandu hangadu!!

3/kada vaane

kk this is my favourite.it's also something we use in class a lot.when ever someone do something well kada vaane kameh we alwayz say this!!there is no way out of this.once it's said..well youll be v kada vefa >.<>

next time when someone say this to you..dont get all mives vaane kamekeey..jus except it!!

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this post is so lame...nd for the the peeps out there who dont know dhivehi than im sorry..there nothing can do for you!i have written this post like a week a go..but i never had the time to finish it.[caz of the test..damn you exxams!!] thank god i hav finally finished this[or finishin] soo today was well its 9:33 am now so nothing good has happened yet. waait something greaaaat happened. mike[is it k if i say ur name] finally got online!! yaaay mike if u r reading this than i would like to say is than i missed u like hell!!

for other news test is finished[yaaay!! freeeedom] nd graduation is near..meaning im leaving iskandhar..saddest moment in life..D=.i guess itsd caz im leaving behind soo many memories..fun,not fun nd morre fun!!xpi mean its iskandhar or godsake..im gonna miss this year sooo much...i have to cut this short since i didnt hav breakfast..my usual cup of coffee..o wat do i do without you! =_=[dont think im craxy!]

peace out ppl...btw im a reborn naruto fan!!lol nd this is a photo dedicated to mike nd all my frends..includin bestii!!

its a funny pic!! this is made by Mikutashi on deviant art!

2007-10-18T01:34:00.000-07:00

great news ppl!! we won islam quiz 2nd round ^^ we beat 7j nd 7f!! yeaaay!! on to next news well its all fun nd games in class since graduation is getting near D= i hate to leave... anywayz i drew this pic for jumans auto book..nd i ever simnce that i luuuved this picturee

isnt that cute?? ^^ its by jeff thomas cool yay!!!xd

2007-10-07T05:20:00.000-07:00

its been way way way too loong..i cant even remember the last time i logged in! =_= this doesnt mean that i lost interest in bloggin...it just means that im toooo busy!=p aside from the wayy coolieo teachers concert nd prefect work experience programe nd everyother stuff going on in skool....>.< i forgot what i was gonna say..[for real].. great now im blank..kk peace out ppl
=D

2007-06-28T04:19:00.000-07:00

looovvee!!!a four letter word that make ppl all smushy nd cushy![wat eva tht means] im a little embrassed to tel u tht i read a email nd actually cried..!! i heard this story b4 nd realli didnt care abt it too much...i think it was a in a chiken soup book!! btw it realli hurts ur eyes readin the whole thing so u can paste in onto word!!

Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses i! n, and then just looked at them in shock. Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop. The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain, Why would someone would do this to her, causing her such pain? "I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago," The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know. The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance. Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance. There is a standing order, that I have on file down here, And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year. There also is another thing, that I think you should know, He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago. Then, should ever I find out that he's no longer here, that's the card that should be sent to you the following year." She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing! hard. Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card. Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note. Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote... "Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone. I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome. I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real. Or if it was the other way, I know how I would feel. The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life. I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife. You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need. I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve. I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears. That is why the roses will be sent to you for years. When you get these roses, think of all the happiness that we had together, and how both of us were blessed. I have a! lways loved you and I know I always will. But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still. Please...try to find happiness, while living out your days. I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways. The roses will come every year, and they will only stop, When your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock. He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out. But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt! To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him and place the roses where we are, together once again.

i knw its lame but if its a true stroy its sooo welll.....ummmm im to blank!! =.= aa well its life...rite!!

2007-06-21T23:53:00.000-07:00

loong time no blog!! been super busy these days. yea soo first of all we lost the debate..... D: buuut we got 3 place soo :D the 5 students ho worked realli hard nd to the reserve team[includin me!!!] nd ofcaz to aseel sir ho helped us get to the semi finals [ thnxxx =D] it was fun while it lasted [is tht how it goes!!]

i didnt go to skool on monday nd tuesdaay caz i hav a baad fever... on wednesday i went thursday i didnt caz thursday mornin u i had to do blood test!! mi dads best frend is a doc nd he said its dengue [thnx to google now i knw the reaal spelling!!]its mild dengur fever soo i had to take a lot of liquids!! are well its life!! by the time im okay i will never touch a coconut or let along drink a coconut again in mi life...[its an expression!! -_-]

i found realli cool ipod skins!

i like da green nd rainbow one!! =p

2007-05-31T08:36:00.000-07:00

yaaaaaay!! im a teenagerrrrrrrr!! i got da ripcurl bag i wanted nd photoshop CS2 tutriol!! nd other stuff.....nd mi science teacher gav me a booklet to do ns s.s teacher gave me a leaflet nd a presentation as a present...how niceee!! well we had a pizzaa partyyy!! 20 BOXES OF PIZAAA!!! soo yummy ^^ nd also 8 bottles of coke..i was luky to get a small coke bottle!! we drank like 3 huge coke bottles in english period!!

thnxies to usaid for givin me greaaaaaat e cards...ihusanaaa nd ppl ho wished me happy b day!!yaaay!!

jus a stupid pic i re did frm fotoshop...nuthin fancy jus sumthin to make da post more longerrrr!!!=D

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2007-05-28T01:11:00.000-07:00

yaaaaaaay tommorows mi b dayyyyy!!! wooohooooo!!well miss changed my place...to da front...it sux!!!! but yesterday miss didnt cum so i chenged mi place to bak of the class where i used to sit!! today i didnt go to skool caz i hava big stomach ache...for real!! oki soo im gonna go...bye cyaaaa

2007-05-22T07:01:00.000-07:00

yeaaaa i changed mi name nd did da relink me page....thnx to if-ever yaaaaaaay!!feeling hyperrrrrr....feeeeel dancin arnd!!!!!

yaaaaaaaaaaay!!JORDON won da american idol!!! ahahaahaha its her birthday its her birthday!! i shoud finsh b4 i fant of hyperness.... =.=

p.s i knw im 5 days late..but HAPPY B DAY AFRAAAAA!!! =D

2007-05-22T06:02:00.000-07:00

yaaaay i put vedio thingy in mi bloggy!!!well....aaaa i had soo many things on mi mind nd now i m blank...!! -_- im gonna make dis short nd well v short!! soo byeee

nicce huh...now u can play musik while duin ur business!!! makes it more easier!!! xp

2007-05-18T04:37:00.000-07:00

well........ lets c wat happened in dese past few days.....hmm...well skool was as borin as eva except for sum moments!! :p on sunday i was absent [partly fake nd partly sik to stomach!!] nd than on monday it boooooorin...tuesday i dunt remember nd wed fuun in a way. thursday was gr8!! 1st 2 periods lost caz of telecommunication day thingy....nd than after interval dis fire drill thingy [frm which i learned tht if there was any fire in anywhere go to da tennis court!!] last period a fite broke out!! oo nd we skipped maths test...well not skipped it was comp period nd we went to comp instead of duin da test nd later did it in islam period!! fun dayyy hehe nd now im realli freaked out caz frm blogskin forum i read dese scary stories..abt haunted houses nd skools!! our skool hav haunted toilets!! xp i kept looking behind me....nd still am!! oh yes i did my first eva poem!!!! yaaaaay!!! well its not greaaaaat...but well i gav it a try =D

In The Dark

In the dark
I cry so many tears
And feel so many fears

In the dark
I feel so still
Feels like some one is going to kill

In the dark
I feel like a outsider
Though i belong here

In the dark
I hear so many lies
Until the day i die

it sux...i knw!!! =.=

2007-05-12T03:09:00.000-07:00

looooooooong time no blog!!!well first i like to say HAPY ANNIVERSARY ISKANDHAR SKOOL!!! yaaay!! i went to da fair on thursday...maloosha aa ekoh! we got our hair sprayed nd went to different stalls... realli realli fun!exspecialy biruveri hoholha!! we screamed our lungs out!!i was plannin to go tonite but cant caz i keep vomitin.....i cant eat anythin!! D: nd my stomach hurts like hell!! oki i gtg sleep!!!bye

2007-04-27T04:40:00.000-07:00

.........gud news cums with bad news nd bad news cums with da worst new!!! well...i finally got a new comp[i mis mi old one!!:P]...its pretty coool!!!

Next...!!

bad news...dhodho nd shafybe r leavin!! D: soo sooon.....dhuniyemathin foohiveee!!i hav to w8 like 3 more months nd then ill c them!! last but not least da worst news!! jus as they were gettin of the plane...airport runway ah bomb elhyyy....nd there was shootin..ppl were send into a room nd da ppl outside were also put in sumwhere...dhodhomamma saw bulets go past her O_o

well at that moment i was realli angry!!i keep sayin to myself that i HATE HATE HATE da tigers...but than after a while i said to myself its ok to fite 4 ur rights but its not ok to do it da rong way!!![i dunno wat da right way is but it doesnt involve fitin!!] is terrorizin innocent ppl realli da answer...

i saw dis documantry kinda thingy abt 9/11...nd america nd iraq...well after i finished watchin it i felt like whoaaaa!!!! ^^' wrld trade centre is a gr8 building...strong nd tall!! but a buildin of abt 59 stories burned 4 like 19[i think]hours nd it didnt colapse...yet da wrld trad centre colaped in jus abt 59 minutes...that building hav steel bars they dunt burn or melt..eva wonder y this happened...i do...sum ppl say its da work of bush!! IF sooo than y did he do it???to get oil...y did he kill his own ppl...dis is y i hate political stuff!!:P well bye 4 now

2007-04-21T09:55:00.000-07:00

lalalallaalal!lol im soo happy....well since mi cuz cam it had been gr8!!!dhodho nd shafybe cam 4 da youth fair thingy....stall frm acedemy of design...anywayz there is this article in cq its pretty kool!!:P most of u mite hav seen it b4 [mostly cq readers!!] butt so wat ill jus post!!!!haahhaaa [>.>]

ill guv u n example....if u were born on 6th october 1986 then add 6+1+0+1+9+8+6 which would be equal to 31...to get your number add 3+1 wich would be 4!!!okii soo try ur b day nd here r da results!!....or on da other hand i hav a huge painful stomach ache frm drinkin coke!!!:P[damn it!!]sooo ill post da results laterz!!!

im growin to luv dese artworks!!!lol!!.......dis is true love!!XD

2007-04-19T04:45:00.000-07:00

monster by christopher pike!!!!!lol gr8 book..reallli scary..in my point of view it had gr8 story...a well planed one!!:P da plot is fantastic....it cums close to da burning by RL Stine!!anywayzzzz i guess i havnt been able to update caz i been too buxy!!!heheh

i got gr8 new nd well gud news!!!gr8 news im getin a new comp!!!!yaaaaaay!!gonna miss u old comp :D as 4 gud news skools gonna open soon! its actually bad news in a wayy dho but still reunite with frendzz :P okii bye bye 4 now

i wish it da sky would cry rite now!caz its freakin hot in male' dese days!!xp

2007-04-14T05:12:00.000-07:00

yaaaaaaay!!dhodho nd shafybe cam frm lankaa!!which means i dont hav to die of boredem!!!![is that how its spelled!!]well aarrgh!!!i dunno wat to say!!i guess c u laterzzzzzz hehe

p.s yesterday was fridayy da 13!!freakyyy >.>

2007-04-12T23:09:00.000-07:00

i didnt get a commanded dis time..jus a 'A' report...was sooooo close...i got 84.0!!!!even if i get like 84.10 i would get a commanded...nvm wat happened happened...atleast i didnt get a b!!!in a way its gud since dey giv dis huge badge!!heheehehe....im gettin lazy by each day...i hav nuthin to doooo...more of this toture for a week!!well atleast i wont be goin to skool!!
well..mi comp is sik!!its on its death bed..it restarts evry now nd than..dad said sumthin rong with da windows!!comp muskulhivaneeee!!xp!!i finally updated my hi5 account its been likea yearr!!!!okiii bye 4 now

2007-04-10T00:59:00.000-07:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgh...i feel soooooooo aaaargh....i wanna die...X( i dunno but i realli feel lik shoutin at da top of my lung..i feel like cryin....i feel bad! -__-
like lif couldnt get any worse...my comps broken....i hav nuthin to do..i hav tution in my holidays im tellin u if i get a dhivehi tution teacher im WILL not study at all...[u can c im v v angry so i m gonna end my post!..bye

2007-04-08T21:09:00.000-07:00

aaaaaargh i messed up da cobox!!! : (....change laterzzz da whole thing is a mess........

T.T

2007-04-08T20:51:00.000-07:00

i changed my skin again!! i guess its caz i m bored to death....pretty soon ull c me dead on da keyboard... -_-
i dunt feel like makin a breakfast...jus got my results ..itd not that gud but im happy!![my mum wasnt!!:P]

dhivehi-72 [....]

islam-87 [phew]

social-83

science-79 [im getting lower nd lower evry term in science...]

maths-98 [yaaaaaaaaaay!!!! i alwayz get high marks frm subjects i hate.... ^^']

well there r da marks!!in p.a i got 38 out of 40.....in report its 93!!! soo i got 2 90!! faharega islam in ves 90 libidhaane....jus mabeee welll wat else...oh yea i finaly got da energy to make a sandwhich soo bye 4 now!!:D

jeff thomas's characters!!!cute huh!!!

2007-04-07T02:18:00.000-07:00

had a big breakfast today.....mashed potato...scrambled eggs...my v special sandwhich nd coffee!!!!yummyyyy!!:P i also had a laughin fit...i was readin confession of georgia nicolison[a.k.a ngus,thongs blah blah..]nd watchin frendz at da same time, suddenly sumthin v funy happened in da book nd at da same time sumthin funny happened in frendz!!last year in skool i laughed sooo hard than i cried nd couldnt even breath..still they were makin me laugh!!! now gtg byeeee

i luv lasora's art work!!!!:P

2007-04-06T08:31:00.000-07:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhh!!!sacre bleu!!!i was jus gonna publish my post wen da window jus closed itself!!! theres a ghost O_______O ...i dunno y but i feel like killin sumone!!must not let dark power tak over me......<.<

well todays cleanin dayy[da day wen u throw useless thingys]for once my room looks clean clean!! reallii...i jus threw out sum unwanted papers....nd sum unwanted tution books. dad finally put a clock in my room!! nd dis fothin hadhaifa ina echeh!!with buterflies...i got frm lanka..well i put it up on mi wall. ndddd dad promised hell put up dis huge fan[not da white thngys up on da ceiling that goes arnd nd arnd.....its a chinese fan!! if u dunt knw wat a chinese fan is than too bad ^^'] up on my wall soo yaaaaaaay!

today i found my old learning cd....its called jump*start...reading for first learners...it still works on my comp!!!soo after i post im gonna go play..:P well i found dis book angus,thongs nd full-frontal snogging.....[i knw wat u thinkin..] anywayz i thought it would be like sum trooty fruty novel..but it was teens book....v v v funny!!!i luved it!apperentaly[wat a big word...]i had for years...i neva read it..i think it was my sis's!

i changed da skin of my other bloggy....i couldnt help myself..im gonna change this ones skin too..i found a gr8 one but only prob is da sidebar....aaaaaaa...btw angus is the books main characters cat...!!jus incas u r wonderin wat da hell is n angus!!:P okii blog laterz now gtg..byeee

i luv dis pic...its drawn by messa!!

2007-03-29T22:11:00.000-07:00

im freakin out!!! O____o only 1 day till exam nd i dunno anythin!!! nd still im online ^^'..i should go study! or ill fail dis term...that means no phone!!!D: ....b4 i go jus wanna say to evry one hos gonna do there exams

GUD LUCK!!!XD

2007-03-25T04:21:00.001-07:00

s.s test postponed!! yaaaaaaaaaaay!!! only 7 days till exam! o_O...scary!!! aaaaaaaa its soo sooon....has it been 1 term.. i gues soo. oh yea btw i put new skin in my other blog..did i tell already... i was runnin arnd da house and i hit my knee sumwhere >.< !!!! it hurts like hell!!!:P i hit on the table...blood actually cam out...can u imagin how much it will hurt!!! -_- i came up with a poem!! finallyyy

Its me
Blue as jeans
I'm the sea
and im still a teen

Soo young
Soo wide
I have no tongue
although i create tide

I make no sense
It all have tense
Thank you for using me
Ill make you some tea

i told u i m not gud!! ill post new one laterz....if i eva mak one!!!rite now i gtg eat!! hngry like mad!!im alwayz hungry! ^^

2007-03-24T03:34:00.000-07:00

i hav to rite dis story endin with i cant believe it! soo heres my story....hope u like it!! n_n

I watched the little drops of water go down my window. I stared out of my window. I imagined what was beyond this place, a waterfall, or a green hill. I already know the answer; the fear street forest of course. I image of a girl flashed into my mind. That girl was what I was thinking about everyday. That girl my stabbed to death in fear street woods. I shuddered the thoughts away and went straight to bed.

It was raining all night and now it was raining all day. Such a gloomy season for Shadyside! The only person cheery was Mrs. Happy feet, it’s not a surprise since she always in high spirits! One girl died at look at us. Some of us don’t even know her but still feel the emptiness, even the sky is gloomy!

“Meg! Earth to Meg.” Shannon yelled into my ear. I quickly snapped back to reality. Shannon was my best friend since we were like babies. “Want to walk home together; you can come over to my house and study?” asked Shannon. “Sure” I quickly said. That afternoon went very fast. We were in Shannon’s room when the door bell rang. We both went down to get the door. When we opened there was a package on the porch. I took the box and followed Shannon into the kitchen. Shannon eagerly opened the box. When I saw what was in the box I dropped the cookie I was holding and screamed, Shannon joined me. It was a dead cat. It was a decaying cat. Blood was every where.

“I still say it’s a joke” Shannon said to me. It was Saturday and we were up in my room. Its been 3 days since the cat incident. After having a major heart attack we both threw the box out and cleaned the kitchen. “What kind of person thinks dead cats are funny. It’s not a sick joke. What was even creepier was that note. Don’t tell anyone or you’ll regret it.” I urged. “Yea what did he mean? You know what lets not talk about it. I hear there is a new shoe store in the mall we should go check it out” Shannon said.

We thought that going to the mall will cheer us up and erase the past, but instead it was the other way around. My car was broke; mom and dad went to Weinberg; so we had to walk more than 10 blocks. When we finally came to the mall it was closed again we had to walk back home. Halfway there Shannon looked at me and than looked the opposite way. I knew what she was thinking. Two word; fear street. “There stood the burnt out mansion of Simon fear. “Do you hear that?” Shannon suddenly asked me. A girl’s scream. “Yea I heard it loud and clear.” I said. Without thinking we both ran past the mansion and the old creepy houses in Fear Street. We stopped near the fear street cemetery. The shadows of old tomb stones covered the cemetery.

5 minutes past and still nothing. No screams no one yelling for help. Finally Shannon broke the silence. “Do you think we are over reacting? Maybe we dint hear anything. Just our imagination running wild!” “No. I’m 100% sure that it we heard something” I said. Than we saw it, a man running in the cemetery a big sack; big enough to fit a girl in. we quickly went into the cemetery. Cold shivers ran up and down my spine. We walked for about 3 minutes.

Out of the blue we heard a blood curdling scream. It was Shannon. I panicked thinking the worst. Was she attacked? That was when I saw Shannon. She was looking at a body. I ran over to where she was. My breath got caught in my throat. I wave of nausea struck me. Lying there was a Shadyside senior, Amanda. Her blue eyes stared at us lifelessly. Her body was in a position a normal or a living human being cannot be in. she had blood all over her clothes. I closed my eyes and when I opened them Shannon was gone. I heard voices behind me. Shannon was wrestling with the man we saw before. I don’t know what came over me…but I got this angry feeling. I picked up this big rock and crept up beside him. I wasted no time and hit him hard in the head with the rock.

After I hit him in the head with the rock we called the police. We should have called them earlier. When the police came he was still out cold. The police told us that he was the same guy who killed the other girl. Amanda was killed because she knew that he killed her so the man killed Amanda too. The package was originally for Amanda, not for Shannon. It was a mistake! The police called our parents. my parents came straight away from Weinberg. When we were getting into the car to go home, Shannon smiled at me and said “someday huh?” I replied back with a smile and said “we helped catch serial killer! Can u believe it!

oh yea i used da names of fear street stuff!!!..i hav couldnt cum up with anythin sooooo ill change wen i get a chance!!:P nd can u suggest a gud name for it....thnxxx!!! ^___^

2007-03-23T01:54:00.000-07:00

.......................................................................................mood:

im realli am!!! i thought i was in heaven but turns out im not!! i finshed putin a new skin in my other blog!! i kinda like it!!! hehe anywayz that prefect workshop finished!!! thnk god nd wat else.....oh yea i gtg eat..im reallllliiiii hungryyyy!!!

2007-03-22T03:03:00.001-07:00

..................................................................mood:
aaaaaaachoooooos!!^^' im havin dis bad bad cold!!! y me y meee!!*faints* anywayz i would like to thnk evryone for.......welll i dunno i jus dunno!!! :P oh yea ...we had parent teacher meetin nd omg....evry teacher had a complain!!! D: one complain i talk to mi frendz too much!!!! i meaaan caz dis boy ho sits next to me talks i get da blame!!! i lost all interest in studyin!! but still hav to ennu dho....yaay finally prefect dutiess...i got 6e classs...btw ihusanaaaa where is my auto book!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like screamin out...im soooooo tired nd sleepy althought i got more that 12 hours of sleep yesterday...test anan 10 dhuvas.... : O.....i hate exam nd i dunt wanna study but!!!! watcha think of dis poem.... >>>>> >>>> >>> >> > > >> >>> >>>> >>>>>
sryyy....i cant think of anythin......im not gud at dis stuff!!!!:p ill try to rite one laterz now gotta go to skool!! cyaaaO

2007-03-19T19:49:00.000-07:00

omg omg omg its beeeeen sooo long!!!! i changed mi skin watcha think!! anywayzzzz its been realli buxy! da trip to resort went greaaaaaaaaat! its wass ralli fun nd we had cadet camp da other weekend. dis ios mi reprt on cadet camp!!!

day 1
ok soo i went to skool at 8 nd we went into our barax [our class] nd fallin kuree after that dis class abt leadership than afterthat lights out.....we were up all nite!!! v v fun!! but da mam nd pc's were allways walkin by [btw da boys slept ownstairs...nd dere r 4 platu....im an alpha there is also bravo..charlie...nd delta anywayz we woke up at 4 for prayer nd we prayed nd did trainin nd ate in mess room nd well had competitions nd like hanballin tug of war on friday....cleaned our barax took showewr more classes on first aid n d fire fightin nd field engineerin....we also had dis cool class on practical fire fightin with ther showed by da extinguishers different kinds.....anywayz we had our theroy test nd dinner nite nd prayer nd eatin nd lights out!!!
day 2
da same thingy nd relay competition....[alpha won!! yaaay!] we had another 2 classes...we were all very very sleepy...after that eatin blh blah blah nd we had drill....after that reharsel......nd than pakin time nd than after reharsel nd givin away trophies...we went home!!!!!!: (

i soo miss camp i m mean it was strict but fun nd da mam w had was v v funny but wen strict OMG!! she was also nice too....da girl pc's were aminiyaa grd 9 students they were cool too!!! well....im realli tired nd guess wat yesterday i slept at like 2 in da aternoon nd woke up today arnd 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! realliiiiiii can u believe it hehe anywayzz chao!! bye cyaa

2007-03-08T04:25:00.000-08:00

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im so bored.. 2morrow goin to paradise resort with sarah!!YAAAAY!! 2 whole days of no HW!! gr8 huh anywayz i jus did muzainas blog skin....finish! heres a link http://crazypunk-skater-grl.blogspot.com [v nice poems!] well let c umm can u post other ppls art work like pics frm deviantart.....is it prohibted or not....hmmm until i knw i wont post a pic :P soo dis means i wont be able to blog for 2 whole days nd no internet!!!!!!!1 : ( sooo sad!! nd worst of all no musik....onli listen to musik frm my ipod....but stilll ill miss mi room nd comp nd frendz series!!!!!!!!!! hmm...oki ill blog on sunday hopfuly!!! XD

cyaa

p.s im ritin a story abt my life...but im not gonna post!!!!!!:P im gonna post dis other story!!

2007-03-05T03:42:00.000-08:00

HURAA HOUSE WAS CHAMPION OVERALL!!!!!!!im soooooooooooooo happpyyyyy!! well thats da end of netball nd football nd drill! phew.....such a fun time ^^ anywayz skool days agian nd loads of homework! nd it turns out im not gonna fail in social test caz i got 22!! YAAAY!! laisha varah molhuvaane!!hehe jus kiddin hmm anywayz last friday i tried to put musik in mi blog but i thought ppl mite get kinda annoyed nd i didnt even hav anought time to caz soo buxy at skool! prefect duties havnt started still!! hmp....wen will it eva start!!:P oki sooo wat else is new...umm yay....muzainaa said shes gonna be makin a new blog nd wen its gonna be done itll be gr8!!! cant w8 to c ur blog muzainaaa!!!:D nddddd umm...i wanna change da blog skin but i realli like dis one but da side bars kinda small.....help me decide wether i should keep dis skin!!hehe...oki soo no more to tell soo byeeee! ^ ^

p.s nd umm oki i forgot wat i was gonna say!!! ^^ '

2007-03-01T23:56:00.000-08:00

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY!!!huraa house won!!!....netball started last nite...we lost to utheem but well get them next time....today hiraa vs hillali!!! gud luk evryone!:D okiii soo i jus visted ihusanas blog!nd i jus found out abt mifzas b dayyy!!!hehe...ill go to skool nd wish her a belated b day!!oki soo happy b day to evryone i knw in advance....c this way i wont forget b days!! gr8 huh...i hav a big brain ^^!! [other me:hahaha yea rite dont make me laugh!!*points nd laugh*]oki i gtg...ill get bak at other me laterz!:P now im in a hurryyyyy soo cyaaaaaa

2007-02-28T03:59:00.000-08:00

guess wat guess wat!! HURAAA house went to da finals!!!isnt that gr8!!! hama faharega huraa house molhuvedhaane! iraadhakureyveeyaa gr8 huh!! today most of da class peeps kanfathun huree dhun raafa...realli u could actually c it!!!fireeeeee.....i dunno y but dey were kinda angry!!! tommorow islam test paper dhakaane.....i dont knw if ill pass or not!! : ' (.....anywayzz i go to dis party....(i hate goin to parties!!:@)...nd after that ill go to turf stadium to supporttttt!!!!YAAAAAY!

cyaaaa

..[l.a.i]..

2007-02-25T22:52:00.000-08:00

YYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAYY!!! i didnt got 2 skool today!! but i miss skool....u knw da
fun buut i coudnt go caz i had dis big head ache!! last nite i had dis head ache thought mi head was gonna explode....hehe how much fun will that be!! anywayzzzz i jus woke up nd feel 99% better!!! not 100 caz i still feel a little tired!!!soooo huraa house nd hillali house tied in da football match!! on tuesday we hav huraa vs utheem!!yaay GOOOOOOO HURAAAA GOO
HURAAA...PUSH EM BAK PUSH EM WAAAAYYYY BAKKK!!!:P hmm i jus rote dis essay abt pollution for skool...but im too lazy to rote in da comp.. GTG watch final fantasy 8 ...i dunno
how many times i watched it...my favs reno!!!XD soo byeeeee cyaaa...tc!!

2007-02-23T01:49:00.000-08:00

im soo blank today!! 2morrows da startin of inter house football.....YYYAAAAAAAY!!! GOO HURAA HOUSEEE!!
anywayz da netball tournament begins arnd march....wish us luk!!!oki gtr by cyaa

2007-02-21T03:22:00.000-08:00

A daY iN tHe liFe Of a BliNd pErsoN!

yeaaaaaa i finished mi story atlast!!!

anywayzz soo i took da ending from sidney sheldon's biography book!![v nice book] i changed it a little!! anywayz hope u like it!:P

I walked down the empty road feeling the cool winter breezes against my face it was a cool yet warm day. As I was deep in my thought of my own world someone caught mi attention an old man trying to find someone to walk him across the road. From the looks of it he seemed like a blind person. I quickly trotted over to help him cross the road. He thanked me and said to me “children like you are very rare these days.” He gave me a weary smile and went into his house which was just in front of him.

That day I went home and lay on my bed thinking what it likes to be blind. To not see the world around you. I imagined myself getting up every morning and not se what time it is. It’ll take me more than 1 hour to get ready. I’ll go to a special school for blinds, learn how write and feel the things around you without looking. I’ll get home almost hit by a car. I wouldn’t be able to see my parents or my friends. Worst of all my life will never be the same. I’ll never be able to read at night like I always do. I’ll cry myself to sleep. i might even suicide. I quickly snapped out of my thoughts.

A month passed and the old blind man won a lottery and got his eyesight back. When I heard that news I was happy for him but I again imagined all those things. Now I know that I’m lucky, to see all the wonderful things around you. Even if you do have a disease you can have a good time to the very last minute. I also learned a lesson. Life’s like a story book. If u keep turning the pages one day something lucky and exciting will happen. Never close the book too soon and give up all your hopes!

sooo i advice all of u to neva close the book too sooon!! sucide is not gud!!:P

2007-02-19T04:37:00.000-08:00

i planed to post a story i just rote...but i hav to go study for islam test in 15 min!!mi one wish is 4 dis week to be over...gehigehi gen 3 test!!! sheesh.....we r not robots...i think im gonna fail in islam nd social!!! haha...il neva hear da end of it than!!!ok soo ill rite da story tonite..thts mi plan!!:P oki soo cyaaa tonite..i hope!:D

2007-02-18T01:07:00.000-08:00

lalaalalalalalala!!!!!hehe...jus felt like singin! gud news...social test postponed...yaaayyyyyyy :D!!as usual i hav mountain of hw! in english period we had to a session of musik!! isnt that gr8 XD hmmmmm...so wat else..yea dis is mi fav turtle in da wrld totieeeee!!

hehe...okii sooo gtg go do hw!! byeee

2007-02-17T06:17:00.000-08:00

dis is mi first story of dis year!!!!!!!jus a story i had to rite 4 skool!!hehe..its not that gud but i kinda like it :P

Everyone has their favorite place. I do too. Mine is the crystal clear brook in this island next to our town. The place is jus indescribable, huge trees and a peaceful environment adds up to a great place for a picnic or a day of fishing. The place just makes you relaxed! I’m the youngest from my family. Every month my 3 brothers and my father go the island’s small brook for fishing. Last month was filled with unexpected things but the most was my trip to the brook. We got ready and got into the car. In 20 minutes we were at the island. My brothers and my father didn’t waste anytime; they quickly started fishing. On the other hand I was standing there doing nothing. Even f I wanted to help I couldn’t because I’m too clumsy and young! As I watched the fast current flow past me I saw something strange. To get a closer look I knelt down, suddenly I lost my footing and fell into the stream. It took me by shock. After what seem to be like 5 minutes but actually was 2 seconds I managed to say “HELP ME” no one heard me. At that time I was choking and swallowing water. It was me against the fierce current. Suddenly everything went black when I opened my eyes I was laying on a bed in the hospital. I was still a little shaken from the fall. Later I learned that after I passed away my father saw me. He quickly dived in and saved me. After that experience I till go to the brook but I try to never stay near the edge and be always on a look out. On the Brightside I learned a lesson and I got to see what the strange figure was. Turns out it was just a rock!

im bak!!!

2007-02-17T01:18:00.000-08:00

yeaaaaaa dis is da greatest day!!! i get sooo many new songs on top of it mi new template is finally workin!!i hav a s.s test 2morrow nd a mountain of hws soooooo cyaaaaaaaaa arnddd!!!!:D

2007-01-09T20:52:00.000-08:00

hei im leavin lanka tonite..:( im gonna miss soo many ppl!!! nd ofcaz ill mis totie da turtle...mi sis's turtle!! illl post toties foto later...its in sis's usb nd its no where to be found!!!skools gonna open nd i still dont hav a bag nd shoes....gonna buy them from sports world...anyways gotta go!!...cyaaaa arndd :D

WELCUM!!!:p

2006-12-24T03:37:00.000-08:00

ok sooooooooooooo...dis is mi new blog!!!! im gonna post different stuffs on this one..anywayz WELCUM TO MI BLOG!! nd HOPE U LIKE IT!!